I sat in the bathtub for like 15 miniutes, staring into the ugly blue tiles; just thinking; maybe sadness is a good thing. Like, all the successful sad songs where inspiered by sadness. Maybe only happy people are unsuccsessful. I once was happy though. Maybe happiness is an on/off thing, where your fate is already sealed and you're meant to be happy and be sad at certain times... or maybe because I'm so sad now, I'll be extremely happy later in life. I don't know... maybe I'm just a crazy phsyco-path. No clue... my sadness really starts at night, when I'm all alone, and have nothing to distract me. I'm sad about my Ex, not that I don't think she deserves to be with him, or not that I dislike her or him. It's just.... tears are trickling down my cheek. I... have to go... or maybe I'll stay... sure, I'll stay, I really have no reason for being sad I just am, don't judge me... bye.........................